Looking on the bright side. Sometimes being a cation, sometimes being positive!

Sometimes i feel so helpless. Like i just cant find the correct words to say to comfort my friends. Its so discouraging, and i feel really dumb. And it makes me sadder.

To tell you the truth, these few months have been really tough on me. Sometimes i just feel lonely or other times i feel like im just screwed.

But thats not the point, honestly, i take delight in cheering others up. I dont know why actually. Its a great feeling to for someone to smile, especially when im the reason why(: So when i just cant seem to find any words, it just makes me feel so much crappier.

Really gotta read up on motivational and encouraging books heh.. So i wont not have any words to say.

Sometimes, i do have some words to say, im just afraid i worsen it. For quite a long time, ive had this feeling that the words i say, would end up hurting or angering people unknowingly. Thats probably the reason why i am quite, a reserved person when situations crop up..?

I just wished i was stronger, firstly for others, and so ill naturally be stronger for myself too.

It'll be great if i could see you smile, knowing that it would be close to permanent:,)